Monday, December 04, 2006

worried sick... @ 6:19 AM

hello guys
i nt very happy today infact i am worried u see i dun wanna say out who dey r but i am just worried...i dun feel lyk doin anything even though i still at genting aft my best fwen (to all my bst fwn dun worry is nt u cause this person dun have computer) said sumthing to me she called me and u see i carn reali say i dun wanna be bad or anything but i am reali worried if there is a purpose to go sumwhere and she take it as plying or sumthing else cause this happen once to me i bought 1 of my fwen and she just went there and ply and she even made 1 of my fwen feel bad i reali am vry scared worried i know i am her bst fwen and i carn just dun trust her and if she goes there just to study and i am afraid she might go ahead me or her grades will be better nw i feel i reali am a sawloser i am reali scared abt tt if tts the case then i have to work very hard for nxt year i know its hard for me but if i dun wanna lose in studies i must work very hard tts means i have to force my self to work and instead of just lazying around i must work hard and tt means no anime/computer/television till holiday tts hw i push myself i must get use to it i must not let the devil take over me i must work hard so once i gt to chose my subjects and i will start buying workbooks and all those and for now i need to brush up my english and all the subjects ok wait i do sumthing

dear lord jesus
help me to work hard for next year and start preparing my studies and i belive u will because this year my wish was to pass up my homework everyday and my next year wish is tt i will take dobble the effort to study hard and i know you are watching me so please help me in the most precious name i pray
amen.

ok i am done i hope this will help me pull up my sock and nxt time i go for a holiday i will bring a book or something even at bus /MRT or anywhere i wont care wad ppl think but just study even though they call me a neard or a show off i will never ever lisiten to them and stop studying i know cause its for me to decide what to do its easier said than done,so u guys must encrouge me okies?
hahah i gotta go see you next time~

Monday, December 04, 2006

worried sick... @ 6:19 AM

hello guys
i nt very happy today infact i am worried u see i dun wanna say out who dey r but i am just worried...i dun feel lyk doin anything even though i still at genting aft my best fwen (to all my bst fwn dun worry is nt u cause this person dun have computer) said sumthing to me she called me and u see i carn reali say i dun wanna be bad or anything but i am reali worried if there is a purpose to go sumwhere and she take it as plying or sumthing else cause this happen once to me i bought 1 of my fwen and she just went there and ply and she even made 1 of my fwen feel bad i reali am vry scared worried i know i am her bst fwen and i carn just dun trust her and if she goes there just to study and i am afraid she might go ahead me or her grades will be better nw i feel i reali am a sawloser i am reali scared abt tt if tts the case then i have to work very hard for nxt year i know its hard for me but if i dun wanna lose in studies i must work very hard tts means i have to force my self to work and instead of just lazying around i must work hard and tt means no anime/computer/television till holiday tts hw i push myself i must get use to it i must not let the devil take over me i must work hard so once i gt to chose my subjects and i will start buying workbooks and all those and for now i need to brush up my english and all the subjects ok wait i do sumthing

dear lord jesus
help me to work hard for next year and start preparing my studies and i belive u will because this year my wish was to pass up my homework everyday and my next year wish is tt i will take dobble the effort to study hard and i know you are watching me so please help me in the most precious name i pray
amen.

ok i am done i hope this will help me pull up my sock and nxt time i go for a holiday i will bring a book or something even at bus /MRT or anywhere i wont care wad ppl think but just study even though they call me a neard or a show off i will never ever lisiten to them and stop studying i know cause its for me to decide what to do its easier said than done,so u guys must encrouge me okies?
hahah i gotta go see you next time~