Friday, October 24, 2008

a heck of a week! @ 11:40 PM

so bored now o{(*_*)}o
Mavis never sms me so i have no one to disturb....
ah this week was like woah!!!
i got back my results,went to some course with the school cause Mavis asked me to, injured my left ear,my gum hurts o{(T.T)}o and spend a heck lot of money {($.$)}.
anyway...my results well quite good... manage to get 3 As it was like Thank God!!!
seriously cause transferring to express during the mid-terms is quite stressful.
well my results were pulled up thanks to my CAs so here's my results:

English 57 C5
Chinese 51 C6
Mathematics 75 A1
Science 70 A2
Geography 65 B3
History 56 C5
Literature 58 C5
Design and Technology 74 A2
Home Economics 69 B3

my life arts was a VR cause i was in NA when i took the subject.
well i didn't really expect i would pass my Chinese and English overall cause i fail for both papers during the End- year exams my father wants me to start working for my languages now when the holiday just started...actually i think i am a sadist cause i am a sec 2 student and now i am actually panicking for my O levels LOL... because this year was kinda scary it all happen just so fast I didn't even felt that its a year that went by it felt like just a month.later have to go popular buy English and Chinese practice book... my father told me to need to go and bath soon...

okie and the trip with the school?
stupid mavis was so idiot....(being mean)
they had some question time i was so thick skin to stand up and be the first one to answer the questions !!!(thats wad mavis describe me lol) then when it was the last question, nicole and i forced mavis to stage and answer the question (being mean again lol) the host didn't want her to answer because most of the questions are being answer by our school students so in the end she still answer.... after wards we went to some lab, i forgot to mention it was at TP.mavis and i partnered.... troubles arise.... we always press the wrong button and needed the helpers to help us lol....so yahh in the end we didn't finish the whole thing and skip some stuff lol.... mavis like didn't do anything only like typing only .....cause she very slow reaction that day(i felt)



_________________now is 3.06 pm so i have to go continue later___________________

okie its been two days!!
i continuing.....anyway after the computer thing we went to some room and saw some cool 3D stuff a huge gigantic screen lol!!!mavis had a try on it i took pictures of her but she haven't send to me yet.....it look so funny hahaha.... anyway i shall put on my blog when she send it to me hahahah!!!

and about my injured left ear ? OMG it was bloody pain!!! when i was hurt i started to scream(for your info i dun usually screem or have any face expression if i was hurt but this time it was differt.) how did i get injured?

i was watching mtv some programe...and was digging my ear cause it was irritating me my father lying on the sofa and accidentally kick my ear and the metal rod(the thing i use to dig with) went inside so i was screeming. And here comes my mother thinking i was being rude to my father scolding me until i started crying.then i ran into my room and lock the door my mother came in and i lift up my head (i was lying on my pillow) there was a pool of blood on my pillow(GREAT!being sacastic) then my mother said "去医院了"and i went to change my clothes. when i came out my father and mother was debating on who is going to the hospital( i was like WHAT THE F**K!)

their conversation:
dad:i don't want to go i very tired and i sweating!
mom: i also don't want to go i got housework to do!
fungling reading new moon on the dining table staying clam and laughing while reading...?!?!

until i shouted"eh can u all faster decide if not i go myself!"
is like wad the hell lah ur daughter is bleeding here and you are all talking rubbish?!?

my mother came with me again so ya!
we took a taxi ther cost $10 to reach tan tock seng hospital.
i took my tempreture and blood pressure
37 degree and 167 (that is really high when i took my pressure for the first time)
cause i was really angry and hurt.i even had thoughts of running away during the silence when my mother was not naging both in the hospital and taxi.Am I...really needed in this place seriously?when i was deep in my thots my mind was going really far it even brought back past hurts and scars of my childhood to even think in the past and reflect if my presence in the family is really needed or not i really do not know.

anyway after that they asked me when my period was and blah blah guess wads the last question?
doctor:"So you are not pregnant lah"
i noded my head cause i didn't felt like talking but wad a ridiculous question lol!

then i went to the ward section there a doctor examine me she said i was still bleeding when she asked me questions i was stoning and answering her question at the same time. my mother said i was rude the doctor said it's okie she lifted my chin towards her direction and and stay put at that position for 10 mins to examine her face she turn and smile at me i could see in her eyes that she is a very kind person so i started to feel guilty during the process my mother was blabering some stuff so i tried to stop her from talking once and then she scolded me.

then the doctor went to contact the ear department.she said they were closed for the day so tml i had to go to the ear department for check-up so she continued to examine me.

then some male doctor came and another fat doctor (sorry to insult him but i didnt want to confuse u ppl) followed to examine me the male doctor told her to put some gel it hurts and sting then i waited five min for it to dry up both male doctors disappeared and i was starting to celebrate and suddenly the one of the male doctors came back make me happy for nothing. he examine and said wait awhile more. he went away not even one min the female doctor went away to get cotton.

when she came back the male doctor also came from oppsite direction i was like urg!(he's here again!)

she put the cotton in and the stupid male doctor took a torch and shine and it i started crying again cause it hurts

then the male doctor explained to my mother.
she thanked the wrong doctor!!!

idiot...but her reaction was funny (i mean the doctor)

i had to arrange for an appointment.

next day i had hearing test and check up he said i was lucky it was at the entrence and only some blood clots on my ear drum. so i was lucky and not deaf! THANK GOD!!!
hahaha but i was abit sad i missed the last day of school activities....

oh yah
it cost $85 at the A&E and $27 at the ear check up.total $112 wahh very expensive....

and guess wad my father said.because of ur own carelessness waste $100+ i was like wad the?!?!?

never mind i am too tired to talk about this it brings back memories that i have forgotten esp. the one i hate the most!

okie the money spending....
i have been venting my anger on spending money cause if i stay at home my mother will nag at me and i go out for a walk and hence money need to be spent!ahh spent so much on sushi!!!
hahaahah anyway i got alot of trials this week

and i hate the most is the ear accident its the worst! unwanted memeries just keep running back things in the past that almost drive me to depression to even the thought of committing suicide ahahah...what a past i have....i really hate this feeling when will it recover???

pray for my recover okie?

Friday, October 24, 2008

a heck of a week! @ 11:40 PM

so bored now o{(*_*)}o
Mavis never sms me so i have no one to disturb....
ah this week was like woah!!!
i got back my results,went to some course with the school cause Mavis asked me to, injured my left ear,my gum hurts o{(T.T)}o and spend a heck lot of money {($.$)}.
anyway...my results well quite good... manage to get 3 As it was like Thank God!!!
seriously cause transferring to express during the mid-terms is quite stressful.
well my results were pulled up thanks to my CAs so here's my results:

English 57 C5
Chinese 51 C6
Mathematics 75 A1
Science 70 A2
Geography 65 B3
History 56 C5
Literature 58 C5
Design and Technology 74 A2
Home Economics 69 B3

my life arts was a VR cause i was in NA when i took the subject.
well i didn't really expect i would pass my Chinese and English overall cause i fail for both papers during the End- year exams my father wants me to start working for my languages now when the holiday just started...actually i think i am a sadist cause i am a sec 2 student and now i am actually panicking for my O levels LOL... because this year was kinda scary it all happen just so fast I didn't even felt that its a year that went by it felt like just a month.later have to go popular buy English and Chinese practice book... my father told me to need to go and bath soon...

okie and the trip with the school?
stupid mavis was so idiot....(being mean)
they had some question time i was so thick skin to stand up and be the first one to answer the questions !!!(thats wad mavis describe me lol) then when it was the last question, nicole and i forced mavis to stage and answer the question (being mean again lol) the host didn't want her to answer because most of the questions are being answer by our school students so in the end she still answer.... after wards we went to some lab, i forgot to mention it was at TP.mavis and i partnered.... troubles arise.... we always press the wrong button and needed the helpers to help us lol....so yahh in the end we didn't finish the whole thing and skip some stuff lol.... mavis like didn't do anything only like typing only .....cause she very slow reaction that day(i felt)



_________________now is 3.06 pm so i have to go continue later___________________

okie its been two days!!
i continuing.....anyway after the computer thing we went to some room and saw some cool 3D stuff a huge gigantic screen lol!!!mavis had a try on it i took pictures of her but she haven't send to me yet.....it look so funny hahaha.... anyway i shall put on my blog when she send it to me hahahah!!!

and about my injured left ear ? OMG it was bloody pain!!! when i was hurt i started to scream(for your info i dun usually screem or have any face expression if i was hurt but this time it was differt.) how did i get injured?

i was watching mtv some programe...and was digging my ear cause it was irritating me my father lying on the sofa and accidentally kick my ear and the metal rod(the thing i use to dig with) went inside so i was screeming. And here comes my mother thinking i was being rude to my father scolding me until i started crying.then i ran into my room and lock the door my mother came in and i lift up my head (i was lying on my pillow) there was a pool of blood on my pillow(GREAT!being sacastic) then my mother said "去医院了"and i went to change my clothes. when i came out my father and mother was debating on who is going to the hospital( i was like WHAT THE F**K!)

their conversation:
dad:i don't want to go i very tired and i sweating!
mom: i also don't want to go i got housework to do!
fungling reading new moon on the dining table staying clam and laughing while reading...?!?!

until i shouted"eh can u all faster decide if not i go myself!"
is like wad the hell lah ur daughter is bleeding here and you are all talking rubbish?!?

my mother came with me again so ya!
we took a taxi ther cost $10 to reach tan tock seng hospital.
i took my tempreture and blood pressure
37 degree and 167 (that is really high when i took my pressure for the first time)
cause i was really angry and hurt.i even had thoughts of running away during the silence when my mother was not naging both in the hospital and taxi.Am I...really needed in this place seriously?when i was deep in my thots my mind was going really far it even brought back past hurts and scars of my childhood to even think in the past and reflect if my presence in the family is really needed or not i really do not know.

anyway after that they asked me when my period was and blah blah guess wads the last question?
doctor:"So you are not pregnant lah"
i noded my head cause i didn't felt like talking but wad a ridiculous question lol!

then i went to the ward section there a doctor examine me she said i was still bleeding when she asked me questions i was stoning and answering her question at the same time. my mother said i was rude the doctor said it's okie she lifted my chin towards her direction and and stay put at that position for 10 mins to examine her face she turn and smile at me i could see in her eyes that she is a very kind person so i started to feel guilty during the process my mother was blabering some stuff so i tried to stop her from talking once and then she scolded me.

then the doctor went to contact the ear department.she said they were closed for the day so tml i had to go to the ear department for check-up so she continued to examine me.

then some male doctor came and another fat doctor (sorry to insult him but i didnt want to confuse u ppl) followed to examine me the male doctor told her to put some gel it hurts and sting then i waited five min for it to dry up both male doctors disappeared and i was starting to celebrate and suddenly the one of the male doctors came back make me happy for nothing. he examine and said wait awhile more. he went away not even one min the female doctor went away to get cotton.

when she came back the male doctor also came from oppsite direction i was like urg!(he's here again!)

she put the cotton in and the stupid male doctor took a torch and shine and it i started crying again cause it hurts

then the male doctor explained to my mother.
she thanked the wrong doctor!!!

idiot...but her reaction was funny (i mean the doctor)

i had to arrange for an appointment.

next day i had hearing test and check up he said i was lucky it was at the entrence and only some blood clots on my ear drum. so i was lucky and not deaf! THANK GOD!!!
hahaha but i was abit sad i missed the last day of school activities....

oh yah
it cost $85 at the A&E and $27 at the ear check up.total $112 wahh very expensive....

and guess wad my father said.because of ur own carelessness waste $100+ i was like wad the?!?!?

never mind i am too tired to talk about this it brings back memories that i have forgotten esp. the one i hate the most!

okie the money spending....
i have been venting my anger on spending money cause if i stay at home my mother will nag at me and i go out for a walk and hence money need to be spent!ahh spent so much on sushi!!!
hahaahah anyway i got alot of trials this week

and i hate the most is the ear accident its the worst! unwanted memeries just keep running back things in the past that almost drive me to depression to even the thought of committing suicide ahahah...what a past i have....i really hate this feeling when will it recover???

pray for my recover okie?