Monday, October 27, 2008

changed my link @ 2:15 AM

anyway i changed my link i didn't want some ppl to know my blog i think they won't know who i am referring to cause its the impossible for them to guess they won't even know wads the reason.

got so tired of life, my whole family is blaming me for wadever hell i have done to them hello?
i am who i am say all those vulgar. i really hate it and can my family give me some respect i mean seriously if you are being insulted and brought down everyday i think most people would be sad or unhappy. well i am kinda used to it so its fine but i am seriously reaching my limits.everything has its own limits haha i lasted it for a long time for me as a child. its kinda scary to think my life is like that...no maybe the word sad is better

anyway there is 30 days to shenyang ! i want to get out of my house asap thats why i join alot of camps wanting to run away from my fears what a stupid thing to do can you imagine?

making myself busy making my mind tired to even think about the past hahah what a hilarious thing to do...

ahh so tired...

nobody really cares anyway...

tolerating everything all by myself

its really hard to breathe

it hurts alot

want to scream but a silent scream,

making everyday as good as i am dead.


with these thoghts in my head it is as though i am drifting away from God that i don't even realise hahah scary isit?

Monday, October 27, 2008

changed my link @ 2:15 AM

anyway i changed my link i didn't want some ppl to know my blog i think they won't know who i am referring to cause its the impossible for them to guess they won't even know wads the reason.

got so tired of life, my whole family is blaming me for wadever hell i have done to them hello?
i am who i am say all those vulgar. i really hate it and can my family give me some respect i mean seriously if you are being insulted and brought down everyday i think most people would be sad or unhappy. well i am kinda used to it so its fine but i am seriously reaching my limits.everything has its own limits haha i lasted it for a long time for me as a child. its kinda scary to think my life is like that...no maybe the word sad is better

anyway there is 30 days to shenyang ! i want to get out of my house asap thats why i join alot of camps wanting to run away from my fears what a stupid thing to do can you imagine?

making myself busy making my mind tired to even think about the past hahah what a hilarious thing to do...

ahh so tired...

nobody really cares anyway...

tolerating everything all by myself

its really hard to breathe

it hurts alot

want to scream but a silent scream,

making everyday as good as i am dead.


with these thoghts in my head it is as though i am drifting away from God that i don't even realise hahah scary isit?